This week I had to give a presentation at work not unlike others I’ve given throughout my career, yet I was nervous. Every time I thought about it my heart started to race and I got tense in my neck and shoulders. Public speaking is one of the leading causes for workplace fear. But I speak often so my nervousness didn’t make sense. As an executive coach I know not to turn away from fear but to bring it closer like you would a hurting child. That self-nurturing was hard in this instance. But I kept getting curious about what I was really afraid of.
When I could stand open and vulnerable without judging myself, I realized I had a lot of personal distractions this week that made me feel anxious and irritable. Just the day before I had argued with an online bank customer service representative who refused to cancel a credit card they had sent to my home for my deceased father. I kept trying to convince him that this was the bank’s problem and should not be my problem. Typically, I would have ceased the conversation much earlier because I know not to argue with idiots.
As I mindfully contemplated my behavior, fears and how it was showing up in my body with kindness and without judgment I realized I wasn’t appreciating myself but subliminally I was feeling less than adequate - not good enough for myself or anyone else.
I was not afraid of failing at my presentation. I was afraid of success because if I succeeded then I would have to feel I deserved it and accept my greatness - something that is hard to welcome into your soul when you’re stuck putting yourself down.
So, I set a three-part intention that I teach my clients:
RELEASE: I will release the fear of succeeding at this presentation.
DESERVE: I deserve to do well. I’m prepared and competent.
ACCEPT: I accept success and appreciate myself in this process.
I reminded myself of this intention on my way to the presentation. Just before I spoke, I said to myself, ‘I appreciate myself in this moment.’
I nailed the presentation.
Wishing you the power of self-awareness today.
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Mary Lee Gannon, ACC, CAE is an executive coach and 19-year corporate CEO who helps leaders have more effective careers, happier lives and better relationships. Request a free consultation call.
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